13-01-2015 : Perginya tak kembali lagi

Perginya tak kembali lagi..

13 January 2015 (22 Rabiulawal 1436),

That morning around 10.10 am, I got a shocking news from Mom, saying my grandfather has passed away. She asked me to straight away balik kampung while she and my Dad will be going back in a different car ( cause my place is closer to my kampung and I'm driving).

Along the way to kampung, I just couldn't stop thinking about my grandfather.

' when is the last time I saw him '
' what good deed (s) have I done to him throughout his life '
' I didn't get to say I love you to him '

And the list goes on. 

It's raining and I couldn't focus on my driving but luckily nothing bad happened.

That one thing that I regretted the most which is until now I just can't stop thinking about it is when my grandfather asked me to save his phone number in my phone, and to call him every day to make sure he is doing fine. But, I didn't save his number. And I didn't call him everyday as he wish, due to so many reasons and excuses.

It is so heartbreaking that nobody was around when he took his last breath. Not even a family, friends or neighbors. 

It's been a week since he left us.

And it is still hard to believe that he is gone.


All I can do now is always pray for all his good deeds, all his sedekah jariah will all be accepted by ALLAH S.W.T.. Aaminn.


Al - Fatihah.

Song : GOT7's Stop Stop It

Check out GOT7's new comeback song Stop Stop It from the album IDENTIFY.

It's a little bit hard for me to adapt to this song the first time I heard it, but now after few times listening to this, I'm totally addicted and attached to this song. It's catchy and totally fit the boys.

As to 2.25pm 17th November 2014, after been released for 8 hours ++, there's already 310,575 views (quite an impressing achievement as a rookie group). Come on IGOT7, lets raise the view. Make it 1 Million views by today!

GOT7 hwaiting!!

Stop Stop It !

Official MV brought to you by  jypentertainment.

 

#20FactsAboutMe

Last month dekat Instagram, kengkawan aku menggila buat hashtag #20FactsAboutMe. 
So, aku pun nak mencabar diri buat these 20 facts, tapi dekat sini je lah.

Here, check out the list!

1. Anak sulung yang kekadang perangai manja dan mengada mengalahkan si bongsu.

2. A big fan of CN BLUE and GOT7. I love random songs from random singers. I don't have any particular favorite group / singer except for these two groups.

3. Once an engineer, now back to student life. Well, it's time for me to enjoy my student life while being close to my family, I guess.

4. I love reading novels. My favorite authors are Siti Rosmizah and Hlovate. I have all of their novels on my bookshelf.

5. Single but not available. Still waiting for that one person. Awak, tolong faham hati saya. Haha.

6. I'm not that friendly. Always had a hard time trying to adapt with others. Only being crazy with my family and close friends.

7. Quick-tempered and need a longggg time to cool down. A bad attitude, I know. Huhu.

8. A demure little lady who sits at home when I have nothing to do. In fact, I rarely going out.

9. I really love green, and starting to love red and turquoise as well.

10. I'm not good at expressing my feelings. Ego and sometimes moody. Thank you for enduring my swing mood well, friends.

11. Craven at times. 

12. Friends, I may not have many but I have enough who I proudly claim as  friends. You know who you are.

13. Trying to be a better me, better daughter, better Muslimah, better person. In sha Allah.

14. Betty and Benny, my two cute figurines. Got Betty on my Degree convocation and Benny on my Master convocation.

15. Don't like driving during rainy days. My sight is not that good to drive while it is raining heavily outside.

16. I'm on a diet. Can't believe? It is up to you. Hahaha.

17. I never like green tea. It taste so bad! But, after a month forcing myself to drink green tea for the sake of good health, I started to love it. 

18. I don't really like eating vegetable. But pumpkins, cabbage and baby Kailan are my favorite. 

19. Can do a movie marathon more than 12 hours straight.

20. I love being me, I love my parents, I love my friends.


Finally. Have to brainstorm myself for this. This is harder to do than I have ever imagine.

All these facts are absolutely true. :)